I was really enjoying taking part in Blogmas when, unfortunately my poor Grandad passed away. I was very close to him and we are all heartbroken. He had been terribly unwell, especially this past year and it was definitely the right time for him to say goodbye. We never wanted to say goodbye to him though, and it’s been really tough. I know that it will take a long time to feel okay about him not being around anymore. It still feels very raw and odd. I’ve had moments where I’ve really panicked and broken down and moments where I just want to hold his hand again. I’m just going to try my best to carry on as normal as that’s what he would have wanted and I feel that’s the best way to help me overcome such a sad time. I haven’t felt like doing anything that wasn’t absolutely necessary for the past eleven days, but I feel ready to get back to blogging, so hopefully I will have some new posts coming up soon!

Hope you are all ready for Christmas, only  five more sleeps people!

L x